About that. School thing.

Hello Eva,

I wanted to say I am not coming today. Also write the same thing to work.

Need some time off to figure out what am I going to do?

Because I wanted to come to school but now when I have no stipend, it puts everything

into a different light. First with my job- having a job would put me to depend on my studies and

I don’t want this because I can not be sure I will have the job in future. Second of all I don’t want

to have that job the way I have it now- I am already so fed up with it- that I feel sometimes just to escape  from it.

I don’t have weekends off, I can’t be off to be sick or visit my home sometimes- they always get angry with me when I can’t go to work- and This

attidude has killed me inside. So I don’t want to have my school depending on a job like that- I can’t put myself trough this.

And second I had to quit one school already bc I had no money and I don’t want to start something again with doubts in my head- will I finish or not?

Love,

Silly.